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Fight for me
I wanted you to hold me until the night dissapeared
I tried to keep it all inside but i need you here by my side.
I wanted you right here to stay by my side, always
to fight for me for all eternity as I'd do for you.
Wednesday 1 August 2012
Promise
I promise I will blog more often. Just been buzzy recently..
I feel like I lose out on my life when I don't blog.
So yes I will carry on blogging because I wanna look at this when i'm old & grey!
CHANGES.
Right peeps, I haven't done one of these in ages.
But over the time away I have grown up... big time...
I'm listening to Ellie Goulding & just her voice brings back loads of memories.. Bad memories
The time when I nearly went too far.. The month I was diagnosed as having severe depression and anxiety issues.
Kilbirnie... Hardest month of my life!
But since that horrible time things have got so much better.
This blog is mainly for me, & I will post some Ellie Goulding songs here, because the memory was a terrible time, but I want to look at this blog listen to the songs & think how much better my life has got since then.
This time last year was the worst year of my life... My grandad passed away & I had lost my father as a part of my everyday life. My parents split after 18 years.. Terrible time.
But this year my life has changed so much, I am now 20 & I am finally gaining independence with my amazing partner by my side. Steven Perry. He has been in my life since 6th February 2012
The day we met we never slept, just chatted ALL night, Ended up meeting his family & staying over night.
Went back to Irvine looking at the photos of us on the train, (I am writing this so I never forget)
Got home worried we would never talk again & There was a message from him waiting on me. So happy he mailed me :)
We then went through a time of here & there travelling to Edinburgh him travelling to Irvine
Everyone said It wouldn't work!! & I am so glad they were wrong because Steven is mine & yes I won't deny it, it was a struggle at first.
Steven & I then fell in love with another thing, (apart from each other) we started to gamble & ended up using a lot of our benefit money to try and win a quick buck!
but we came out of it when we realised we could make a life for ourselves.
I moved to Edinburgh - 29/02/12
So 6 months later, I'm sitting here next to my boyfriend listening to old songs from my past, I have a smile on my face. & we are both sitting blogging our lives. a special moment really.
I have made amends with my mother & father & brother & Have a great supportive family.
Still close to my friends as always! all my special friends always remain in my heart.
As for education, No I am not at college but I am going to get a job full time/part time I don't mind!
I have a flat to look after for now.
Steven & I now have a flat in Ayr, it is perfect. perfect area. just everything about it is perfect.
My modelling is taking a back seat but I still love it as ever, It is a great feeling in front of a camera & I can just be myself which is a great breath of fresh air!
So my life is going well & it has been a productive year. so i'm pretty chuffed!
I mean nothing is over, the next year will bring hard work, budgeting, maturing, bills,work
But fuck it! Bring it on!
"This is called growing up" :)
I am 20 years old & I am still maturing but I have matured so much from last year til now!
So my life outlook in August 2012
Family - Check!
Friends - Check!
Love - Check!
Work - Not as of yet, Pending
:)
Hope you enjoyed.
Costa Del Perry!
06/02/2012
Steven Gordon Perry
&
Kimberley Esme Christine Louise Cassidy
Thursday 31 May 2012
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